Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs

Hellos! watsup ;/
Since ages since i blog yeahs.
Been heading out , shopping & having fun .
Started on some holidays homework .
since i do not want it to pull me down next year,
It will help alot with my grades yeahs .
Japan trip is coming nearer,
& i dun really look forward to it for some reason.

1. I'm lazy to pack my stuff.
2. I'm broke.
3. I'm scared will be lonely there, since there no one i am close to .
4. i can't think of it yet .

I am currently thinking of what to blog,
Mind block you see, give me sometime .
Oh ya! i swear i gonna stay home for a fewdays .
& start doing my houseworks to earn money $$.
i been spending so much that my allowance is like flying away D;
Yeahs ! i must imust i must . Hope i won't get lazy halfway.
My phone has been giving me trouble!
i been charging it but the % is sill 15 .
Gosh! how am i suspose to tell my dad.
since my warrenty is also over D;
Dad is sure gonna scold me like hell.
I gonna get killed! someone save me !
My relationship with my bigger brother seems to be improving.
& idk whys ?
it's like all of sudden we start hanging out together
& start talking about life .
it's seems ages since we did this .
That's all i guess .
Looking forward to next year & not looking forward to next year!
hais, i'm such a troubled girl .
Whatever.
maybeiamnottheprefectgirlfriendyouarelookingfor.
there'sjustthingthatiforgottotelloridunthinkyoushouldknowcan'ti?
butithinkyoutreatitasnothing.fk.guess,iviewmythingytohighup.
i'mnotthatgoodafterall.gonecaseyingtong.tiredofwaiting?stopwaitingthen.